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| 05:07pm 24/08/2009 |
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Baby, baby
When we first met
I never felt something so strong
You were like my lover
And my best friend
All wrapped into one
With a ribbon on it
And all of a sudden
you went and left
I didn't know how to follow
It's like a shock
That spun me around
And now my heart's dead
I feel so empty and hollow
And I'll never give myself to another
The way I gave it to you
Don't even recognize
The ways you hurt me
Do you?
It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back
And you're the one to blame
And now I feel like, oh
You're the reason
Why I'm thinking
I don't wanna smoke on
These cigarettes no more
I guess that's what I get
For wishful thinking
Should've never let you enter my door
Next time you wanna go on and leave
I should just let you go on and do it
Cause now I'm using like I bleed
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
It's like I checked into rehab
Baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
I gotta check into rehab
'Cause baby you're my disease
Damn,
Ain't it crazy
When you're loveswept
You'll do anything
For the one you love
'Cause anytime
That you needed me
I'd be there
It's like
You were my favorite drug
The only problem is
That you was using me
In a different way
That I was using you
But now that I know
That it's not meant to be
You gotta go
I gotta wean myself off of you |
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| 01:47am 02/06/2008 |
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why does being in love mean being crazy as fuck?
seriously though...
why is that the standard?
true love is being irrational
&emotional
&out of it
why do we believe that a feeling deep in the pit of our stomach can be equated to love?
rather than just enjoying being with that person?
&why is love so close to hate?
ughh. hyphy bitches are wearing me out. |
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| 07:35pm 30/03/2008 |
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am i ready to be that girl again.
aaagggg. |
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| 03:48am 11/03/2008 |
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do this again?
gah!
will this work?
can this work?
its different this time...
right?
yeah?
is it?
this distance thing pretty much busts my balls everytime.
but i like this one a lot.
i think.
its hard to tell.
gosh, i wish i knew what i wanted.
you are supposed to get wiser with age...
but i just get more indecisive and clueless. |
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| 02:29am 22/02/2008 |
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i just wish i knew what i wanted. |
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| 01:32am 19/02/2008 |
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it's. oh. so quiet
it'a oh. so still
you're all alone
and so peaceful until... |
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| diggit |
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| 01:15am 06/02/2008 |
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cuteboys. they are everywhere. |
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| 09:42am 14/01/2007 |
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im taking an internet (ie. lj, myspace, facebook) break for a while.
its like my little window into hb life.
everytime i get on, i get a little sad.
&&its time to ley hb move along w.out me.
&for me to be happy without it.
its really time.
i will return!
i ptomise. |
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| bleep bloop |
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| 09:27am 14/01/2007 |
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'ah that was one crazy party. i am hungoverrrr.'
'tell me about it. i woke up this morning and i shit a squirrel.
i mean it. literrally. hell of it is, the damn things still alive. so i got this shit covered squirrel down there in the office. dont know what to name it.'
'awww, sorry Champ i think i ate your chocolate squirrel.'
hungover. 3pm kegs equals really drunk people. kelly&i are an awesome pong team.
gahhhh! |
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| 11:00am 23/12/2006 |
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A winters day
In a deep and dark december;
I am alone,
Gazing from my window to the streets below
On a freshly fallen silent shroud of snow.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Ive built walls,
A fortress deep and mighty,
That none may penetrate.
I have no need of friendship; friendship causes pain.
Its laughter and its loving I disdain.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
Dont talk of love,
But Ive heard the words before;
Its sleeping in my memory.
I wont disturb the slumber of feelings that have died.
If I never loved I never would have cried.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
I have my books
And my poetry to protect me;
I am shielded in my armor,
Hiding in my room, safe within my womb.
I touch no one and no one touches me.
I am a rock,
I am an island.
And a rock feels no pain;
And an island never cries. |
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| 04:46pm 19/12/2006 |
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everyday i get a little stronger.
&&&i love you friends. |
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| k&s |
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| 12:09pm 11/12/2006 |
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read over my journal entries from the past year.
its funny to read about our courtship.
it was such an awkward beginning,
i was so reluctant to go out with him.
now almost a year since we first kissed,
the honeymoon period is over.
( & this is what i have learned... ) |
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| 07:10pm 29/11/2006 |
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mood:  annoyed music: boooooo
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im tired of being unhappy. |
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| w. commentary. im that bored. |
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| 10:12pm 28/11/2006 |
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IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie
Opening Credits: colors & the kids- cat power ((is this going to be a sad movie?))
Waking Up: new slang - the shins ((i do wake up to this song alot!<3))
First Day At School: cashmie pulaski day - sufjan stevens ((i can imagine the moffet days to this))
Falling In Love: dead disco- the metric
Fight Song: virus- deltron ((fuck yes. hack the world motherfuckaaas!))
Breaking Up: strawberry fields forever - the beatles ((eek that ones kinda personal))
Prom: paints peeling - rilo kiley ((they cant all work))
Life's Okay: apocolypse wow -reggie and the full effect
Mental Breakdown: what happened? - sublime ((haha am i going to wake up with some black, white, american indian, or japanese girl in my bed?))
Driving: cross bones style - cat power
Flashback: evil - interpol ((this works well! i can see it in my head))
Getting Back Together: warsaw - joy division ((this ones hits pretty close too. what is this?))
Wedding: octopus' garden - the beatles ((hehe. i love ringo))
Birth of a Child: my generation - the who ((hippie for life!!))
Final Battle: dirty life -ima robot ((sex&drugs battle!))
Death Scene: could you be loved - bob marley ((die w. honor))
Funeral Song: carry that weight - the beatles ((i would love this to be played at my funeral, man))
End Credits: fortunate son - ccr ((fuck yes!)) |
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| 09:35pm 28/11/2006 |
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You're out on the streets looking good, and baby,
Deep down in your heart I guess you know that it ain't right,
Never never never never never never never hear me when I cry at night.
Baby, I cry all the time!
And each time I tell myself that I, well I can't stand the pain,
But when you hold me in your arms, I'll sing it once again.
I'll say come on, come on, come on, come on, yeah take it!
Take another little piece of my heart now, baby. (break a..)
Break another little bit of my heart now, darling, yeah, (come on…)
Have another little piece of my heart now, baby, yeah.
Well, You know you got it, child, if it makes you feel good |
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